anak-anak yang terbuangkah? Tuesday, May 15 2007 

hanya satu pintaku
tuk memandang langit biru
dalam dekap seorang ibu

hanya satu pintaku
tuk bercanda dan tertawa
di pangkuan seorang ayah

Mengutip lirik lagu dari Mocca…. berapa banyak di negara kita ini (untuk tidak membicarakan lingkup dunia) anak-anak yang mendendangkan keinginan seperti itu?

Mengiris hati bener melihat anak-anak sekecil itu tidur di dekapan seseorang yang tidak bisa mereka panggil ‘mama’ untuk diri mereka sendiri.

Menguras air mata sekali ketika mereka sakit, tidak ada belaian dari seseorang yang bisa mereka panggil ‘ibu’ untuk diri mereka sendiri.

Sebuah drama yang menyedihkan ketika mereka tidak bisa menuntut hak untuk bersekolah tinggi kepada seseorang yang bisa mereka panggil ‘papa’.

Mereka harus belajar untuk berbagi bahkan sejak mereka dilahirkan. Berbagi mama, berbagi papa, berbagi perhatian ibu, berbagi kasih sayang ayah. bahkan mungkin sebagian besar dari mereka tidak memiliki ayah, karena dalam lingkungan ‘rumah’ mereka hanya ada seorang ‘ibu’. Mereka harus belajar bersabar bahkan sejak mereka membuka mata. Bersabar karena ketika mereka haus, ‘ibu’ sedang memberikan minum kepada ‘saudara kecil’ mereka yang lain. Bersabar ketika mereka sakit, ‘mama’ juga harus mengurusi ‘saudara-saudara’ yang lain. Bersabar ketika mereka menangis ingin digendong, ‘ibu’ sedang memandikan ‘saudara’ yang laen.

Mengapa masih saja ada mereka yang bernasib seperti ini?Bisakah kita menyebutnya sebagai anak-anak yang terbuang? anak-anak yang bahkan tidak diinginkan oleh orang tuanya sendiri, oleh ibunya sendiri…..Apa salah mereka harus memikul yang sedemikian itu?

apa bila ini
hanya sebuah mimpi
ku selalu berharap
dan tak pernah terbangun

hanya satu pintaku
tuk memandang langit biru
di pangkuan ayah dan ibu

 

“Everything” Thursday, May 3 2007 

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you’ve ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you’ve connected.
I have the bravest heart that you’ve ever seen
And you’ve never met anyone
Who’s as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I’m terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I’m the funniest woman that you’ve ever known
I’m the dullest woman that you’ve ever known
I’m the most gorgeous woman that you’ve ever known
And you’ve never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

(and I hope you will be here forever…. with all my light and all my dark….here, by myside)

how long is yours? Friday, Mar 30 2007 

weitsss…..jangan keburu mengembarakan pikiran n melanglangbuanakan bayangan!

I bet hampir semua dari kita menikmati pekerjaan dengan iringan musik, apalagi kalo musik yang diputer adalah lagu-lagu yang kita senengin or enjoyable n kita bisa ikutan berdendang (bahasa ndangdut banget), bekerja pasti lebih enjoyful (bagi yang ga bisa konsen kerja karna musik, ke laut ajah!)

Yang aku pengen tau, brapa lama siy playlist kamu di winamp/windows media player/realplayer bertahan?sebanyak itungan durasi playlist?sehari?3 hari?seminggu?ooppsss…adakah yang lebih dari seminggu?

Kalau kamu termasuk yang memutar the same playlist lebih dari seminggu….weww, bukan tipe pembosan ya? tipe setia ya? Mmhh…masak iya siy bisa disimpulkan begitu? mungkin klo dibilang bukan tipe pembosen, okelah…masih bisa diterima. Tapi klo kemudian dikategorikan sebagai tipe setia…ga yakin deeee…hehehehehhe. Lagi-lagi bolehlah dia bukan tipe pembosan, tapi yakin orang laen yang ikut dengerin (they take it for granted) ikutan ga bosen?mmhhh….I think you’d better think about it.

dannnn….mau nanya lagi, gimana siy kamu dengerin lagu2 itu? pake speaker?volume minimal?untuk didenger sendiri aja?volume besar?volume maksimal mpe semua orang (semua orang lo ya!) bisa menikmati?eh ralat, mpe semua orang bisa mendengar?or….pake headset?

Mungkin tipikal berheadset ini ya orang yang paling bertoleransi ke semua orang, karena dia ga yakin playlist yang dia puter bisa dinikmati semua orang…jadi paling aman untuk dinikmati sendiri.

Panjang dee, klo mau mbahas satu-satu…..karena bisa dijabarkan menjadi banyak kategori, such as

  1. dengan headset palylist bertahan seminggu
  2. dengan headset playlist bertahan 3 hari
  3. dengan speaker vol minimal palylist bertahan sehari
  4. dengan speaker vol besar playlist bertahan selama-lamanya…(gubraxx)

jadi ga penting banget kan kalo trus dibahas satu-satu?!hehehehhe

So, how long is yours?and how loud is yours?

the most romantic song ever Thursday, Mar 29 2007 

I consider this song as the most romatic song I’ve ever heard, singing by a rock star even make it so…..touching


I Don’t Wanna Miss a Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we’re together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

I don’t wanna miss one smile
I don’t wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
‘Cause I’d still miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
Don’t wanna close my eyes
Don’t wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don’t wanna miss a thing
I don’t wanna miss a thing

gatau de kanapa, kok akhir2 ini trus jadi pengen mengungkapkan perasaan lewat lagu…. gi mellow keknya ya….

If you’re not the one Wednesday, Mar 28 2007 

It’s been 3 days this song keep resounding in my head…..If you’re not the one

 
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your life?

Iam singing this song for you hon….. 

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